Tuesday, March 2, 2010

what do you do?

What do you do when you've nothing to write? When you haven't the means to write? I've been so stressed; exhausted. I feel like breaking. These are thing I don't tell my owner. I don't think he'd truly understand, though he would comfort me regardless. I don't know how to tell because I am detached from those things. I feel like a zombie & I'm vaguely aware of the great gnawing blackness of them. I'm gently reminded when the most inane, trivial, unrelevant things cause in me the strangest rections. I feel irritated and angry though there is no cause. I have the strong urge to cry for no apparent reason.

What do you do when you are so detached, you have no idea which way is up?

1 comment:

  1. what I do is sit down with my laptop and just start writing. Don't stop when you start to cry. Don't stop when it starts to hurt. Don't stop until you feel raw, broken and drained. You will be surprised at what comes out. Most important of all, don't erase what you wrote. Don't edit it. Just send it along to your Master and let Him read it. Even if you don't think he will understand the though process or the emotions, let Him read it. He needs to know otherwise He will never learn to understand. *hugs* feel free to email me at sephanipaige@gmail.com